You were my Neo, short days endless nights.
My first in many ways, too smooth your own good
or should I say mine!
It was wrong from the start, something forbidden yet so necessary.
You came at the right time elevated me to
a higher level, but at the same time
did the most damage.
This heart will never heal,broken beyond repair.
Having half of you is like
being a crack
addict only allowed one hit off of the pipe.
You tried your best but,
your demons are too strong.
Your taste for addiction and lust kept us
apart.
The greatest friend I will ever have,
The greatest lover I never had
The girl is now
a woman
The man is still only half in some ways.
She roams the world alone
while
he has the world on his shoulders.
No one will ever understand
her pain or his.
Perfect match but timing is off. Timing will never be
right when You're not neo.
Days are now shorter priorities differ.
She yearns for depth, intensity, passion
and
someone to reciprocate the same consistency.
Wow consistency
No better yet most of all Stability.
She never had any
it's important
He wants his cake and it too,
unfortunately it is no longer an option.
A good man still,
but she isn't good enough.
She gave numerous chances, he accepted w/ no sign of change.
So she pulls out of the race.
Finally at peace with the past, just wanted a future.
She will never love another
ever !
The loyalty will always remain for the one
who got away,
and broke her heart
indefinitely.
The realest shit I ever wrote.
ReSpEcT,
Pana
